04.14.09 (waiting for my real life to begin)


i had lunch with chel today... she said i'm manic depressive. i've too much time in my hands even if i've tons of things to do (read my books and watch films), i still opt to lock myself up in the bedroom and stare at my ceiling for three hours till i fall asleep. i'm not yet ready to take my MA and surely i'm not in the mood for doing other diversions such as welding and refrigeration. and so i decided to take kickboxing classes. why? i don't know either. but it looks as if i can raise hell all i want and my instructor won't even care. i will do this while waiting for my real life to begin... (i like that song... memo to self: need to find luden or dennis and shoot a video of this...)





Waiting For My Real Life To Begin by Colin Hay


Any minute now my ship is coming in
I'll keepchecking the horizon
And I'll stand on the bow
And feel the waves come crashing
Come crashing down, down, down on me

And you said,"Be still, my love
Open up your heart
Let the light shine in"
Don't you understand?
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin

When I awoke today suddenly nothing happened
But in my dreams I slew the dragon
And down this beaten path
And up this cobbled lane
I'm walking in my own footsteps once again

And you say,"Just be here now
Forget about the past
Your mask is wearing thin"
Let me throw one more dice
I know that I can win
I'm waiting for my real life to begin

Any minute now my ship is coming in
I'll keep checking the horizon
And I'll check my machine
There's sure to be that call
It's gonna happen soon, soon, oh so very soon
It's just that times are lean

And you say,"Be still, my love
Open up your heart
Let the light shine in"
Don't you understand?
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin

Hey heyeyeyeyey
Hey yeeeeeee
Hey heyeyeyeyey
Eeh eeh eeh eeh eh x5

On a clear day
I can see, see for a long way

On a clear day
I can see, see a very long way


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